Friday, September 22, 2006


i finally found a dress.
its not the best,
but it'll work.
i still havent grasped the whole idea of not having to dress so formally.
i mean. it IS a dinner. and the dress code IS formal. and its not as if we have the opportunity to dress as such any other time. so wack it right? noooo.
i felt stugly today. only once. and only for a while.
ahah i'm not affected anyway! cos it was a stupid stugly feeling. it didnt make sense the whole thing was stupid. so actually it wasnt counted.

i heard something very shocking today after mass.
but whatever.

hey hey!
the day matthew and i have a face off,
is the DAY matthew and i have a face off.
gerrit gerrit??

i am EXTREMLY AFFECTED by the fact that meg cabot ended 'all american girl' by telling hundreds of inspired readers all over the world that samantha actually did it with her boyfriend.
i mean, at the end of the book, all i learnt was that you will only be able to learn how to draw and add the background in life lessons for art only if you DO IT and have the oppotunity to view the inguinal ligaments of the opposite sex.
and the best part was, she TOTALLY educated thousands of readers how to PRACTICE IT.
ARGH.
idiot.
i'm soo upset lah. i'm never reading another meg cabot book again.
these were the LASTT sentences in that book.
'Very good, sam,' she said, about my drawing. 'You're really learning'
"Yes, i said, in some suprise. ' i guess i really am'
whhatt??
doing IT makes you learn how to draw? she's figgin 166666666.
oh right. now i get it.
thus the title,'all american girl'

bee tee double you, why is IT referred to IT again?
what IS so good about IT to have earned that title?? seriously.
did it, have sex, whats the diffy?
argh.
IT being succchhh a general term is said like soo many times. and whenever its said, certain boys never fail to find it funny.
and certain boys always love to think that they are entertaining they certain friends during certain YISSs.
i pity nike and chuppa chups major lah.
if they change their slogan it means like they are just agreeing and indirectly announcing to the world that their slogans DO have a double meaning.
slogans like that were SO normal in the past and now?? haiiyooo.
what is becoming of the world man.


{8:29 AM}


AINT

vanessa paul
sixteen

NO
In my field of paper flowers and candied clouds of multiply
I lye inside myself for hours and watch my purple sky fly over me

OTHER